8 Haziran 2020

In search of my Master dedicated to LeraV, my ugly

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In search of my Master dedicated to LeraV, my ugly
This is the view of the submission from a real slave, take a while and read it, maybe this can improve your thinking about what a Master means to be.

In Search of my Master

How do I know I’m submissive?

Just two months ago, I didn’t even know what BDSM was. A series of coincidences, they took me to an Internet page: ******, and that’s where it all started.

That page, little by little, was turning into opium for me. He could not spend a single day without going in and seeing his photographs, his videos, the threads and opinions of his members. As a spy, camouflaged in my anonymity, greedily assumed all the concepts, all the little mysteries of that world that ever fascinated me more.

Thanks to a particularly interesting intervention, I met a master. A real one. The day we left to meet, the pulse was beating frantically. It’s one thing to fantasize, and another very different to confront reality. We’ll connect right away. He is a gentleman, a master, a true master, and a wonderful person. By circumstances that we cannot control, neither he nor I, our relationship lasted only 20 days. 20 scarce days to discover güvenilir bahis my Submission, but they were enough. Now, I have the honor of having you as a guardian.

He told me about the “submissive essence”, which in short is the deep desire to achieve one’s happiness through the happiness of the master. Was that really what I felt, or did I just fantasize about some more or less hard sex sessions? Did you want to “be” submissive, or “play” to be submissive?

Two months ago I didn’t know. Now I do know: I’m …., submissive. The submissive who pursues that essence.
What kind of relationship D/s Do I look for?

Each relationship is a world, and in the BDSM it happens exactly the same. Therefore, within the infinite practices, of the roles, of the types of relationship where do I fit?

I respect all relationships and all practices (as long as they are SSC), but, of course, my submissive condition is being profiled towards certain preferences.

I do not see myself as a submissive role (or sessions). I’m not interested in sex just for sex, but within a much broader set of relationships. My Submission involves not only the submission of my body, but of my soul, güvenilir bahis siteleri and therefore I am not interested in a relationship that does not approach the 24/7.

In the surrender of my submission I will seek first of all the happiness of my master, but my future master must understand that through his and as a reflection of it, I also hope to find my own, because as my Guardian says “The only real obligation of a submissive (like all Be alive) is the pursuit of his happiness. Nothing and no one (much less your master) should get away from this goal. ”

I do not understand submission as a punishment, but as a pleasure, a satisfaction, and therefore seek pleasure and satisfaction in the relationship with my future master. I think the submissive is at the feet of his master to be happy in his submission, not a miserable being.

Obviously, everything has to follow a process, previous and exhaustive knowledge of both parties, a logical evolution of the relationship, and an apprenticeship on my part (and perhaps on the part of my future master), until we get closer to the ideal of the relationship 24/7. But that must be the goal. At least mobilbahis I don’t understand it any other way.
How is my ideal master?

I do not think that the masters, to demonstrate their domination, have to go through life with arrogance, sour face, and giving orders to right and sinister, always with the whip in hand, predisposed to release a whip for a “Get me out of there those straws.” I don’t think being master means losing respect for the submissives. I seek in a master the sweetness, the affection, the patience, the sense of humor, the education, the culture, the respect, the complicity, the consensus and, above all, the love. Yes, love with capital letters. I do not think that BDSM relations must necessarily renounce love. I can’t help it if I want it, I can’t whip it, so I don’t want it. It may work in certain relationships (I don’t doubt it), but it’s not my case. The submissive must be for his master his most precious good, and as such must love, care and protect her, regardless of how she treats her for her own pleasure. I sincerely believe that a master can be a magnificent master and be in love with his submissive.

I don’t want a master who believes that loving his submissive can prevent him from dominating her, that he will turn him into a weak master in her hands. On the contrary, the safe masters of their dominion are far from this fear. Loving in an authentic way is the work of strong spirits.

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